Goofy, pulling pranks, singing songs in my car at the top of my lungs. That's me. I see myself as the 26-year-old living life and having fun. I am judged though. This thing, it has people looking at me. Their eyes are scrutinizing me. The disgust is clear on everyone's face. I am fat, over 300 lbs. I didn't see it happening, it just slowly built up. I look in the mirror and see what everyone else sees, the double chin, large body. That's not how I see myself mentally, I'm just like everyone.