Am I ugly? When I was a kid, I thought I was. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be kid, like you don't matter so, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.