I wasn't "mean back" to you people - I just refused your apology as I have a right to do when I find behavior so deplorable that it is beyond forgiveness. If you truly meant your apology, you wouldn't continue to bad-mouth me, but rather, you would just move on as a mature person would do. I cannot forgive people who threaten to come to my house to "wreck me", or who tell me I'm lying about my mother being dead, or who tell me I'm a man who has had my penis cut off. These behaviors are not forgiveable. And all these attacks on me for what? Because I pointed out errors you had in your quotes! Rather than accepting and growing from the criticism as a mature person would, you chose to get defensive like children and become abusive and threatening.