And then it happens... that moment where your breath starts to slow and every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. And everything stops; your heart, your lungs, and finally your brain. And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. And then suddenly... you give it air again, give it life again. I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911, go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice...