DeeDee
- Invincible
I wish to feel invincible. I let everyone around me affect my perception and views of ourselves. I want to be able to block them out and allow myself to truly feel freedom for the very first time. I do not want to be so scared of being alone. I want to prosper. Be more than who I used to be.
DeeDee
- Getting Older
I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself. I want to feel like there are people in this world with my best intentions at heart truly but. The more days pass by, the more they become more and more blurry. Feeling like a neverending cycle. I start arguments in the hopes it will make people see me more. I use my emotions as an excuse or a smokescreen. I don't know what I want but I know what everyone else wants.
DeeDee
I have truly never understood the point of being here really? Every day feels like an endless cycle of the same thing over and over again. The feeling of being alone makes me sick to my stomach seeing everyone around me being prioritized and taken care of makes my blood boil and tears flood into my eyes. All I want is to fill the void inside of me. I always feel like something is missing. Am I the reason, do I expect too much, or have I just never been treated right by anyone around me?
