Anony
- Sickness of Wealth
Wealth is the death of humanity. It is a disease we all strive for. We all want to be sick and on the brink of dying, plagued by wealth. Wealth has a way of removing morals and making those who are sick forget all manners. They act as if they are on top of the world and all below should bow down to their great power. They believe that being sick gives the entitlement they strove for all their life. Wealth doesn't affect the young very often, but when it does it's a nasty sight for all.
trublus10
- Life is Hard
Life is hard. Harder than anyone bothered telling you about. You don't realize how hard it is until you are on your knees begging someone to make the pain stop. Down on your knees feeling like you are nothing to this world. A wasted shell of a man that is useless and will not become anything. I can't see the light; I can't feel anything. I am so weak it hurts to move and the only way to stop the pain is to end it all. But even after it is all said and done how do I know the pain the will end.
trublus10
- I see the end
Today I thought about dying. I thought about all the ways I could end myself. I thought about using my medication. I decided not to because I can't handle others seeing dried up foam covering my mouth as I lay motionless on the floor. I thought about jumping off of my balcony. I decided not to because it would be a gruesome sight. How do I escape this life without hurting the ones I care about. I'm tired of trying with no success. I need a sign of hope and some sense of purpose. Help.
trublus10
- Emptiness
Have you ever felt like your heart is empty and you have no purpose? Emptiness hurts a lot. There's an urge that makes you want to just end it all. It feels like you have no purpose anymore and nothing matters. You have no drive. You feel no love from anyone, even though, you know they do. I wish there was a cure. A way to feel something again. Right now, I feel nothing. I can only feel pain. It hurts to breathe. It hurts to exist. I want it to end.
