I think about this a lot, and have been constantly pushing myself for it. I think it was about 3 years ago when I found out who Dream is. He's a Minecraft Youtuber who is just amazing. The idea of the DreamSMP is amazing. If I can get to their level one day, it would be the bright of a lifetime. But, I'm so far away from that. Let's just hope that I can get there in the future. If I could be in the same Discord call as them, then that would change my life forever, but it's just a dream...