Life is not meant to be easy. It can be but the normal program your soul is invested into your dear body is to grow the soul closer to God, in this world outside the Garden of Eden, it is thorn-filled, painful, and in the end, deadly. Develop awe, fear even, of God, closeness and love for God and one way needed to do that is to love and appreciate creation and the highest part of creation: other fellow humans. You can't do that when you don't love your work, your career, your livelihood. So adapt that come to love it, so your are a glory to us all.