I turned 40 today. To me: Saturday, we installed a new bay window and it was something right out of a dream I never had. Saturday belongs to soccer practice, I pack their little cakes for after the games. They never win. And life is full of all of the trappings of the well-to-do, and life goes on, as I shop for shutters to obstruct the view. And life is fine, if only it were mine.