It's not about that Luke. I mean, I thought it was, but this is not about her. This is about me. I love you Lucas, and I probably always will. But, we go days without having meaningful conversation. And, I used to miss you so much when that happened. But, it never seemed like you missed me. And, I guess because of it I stopped missing you. I mean, look at today there was a horrible accident and you hadn't even called me... it shouldn't be like this Luke. I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore.