It hurt, but I'm not dumb. Your response solidified everything I had been thinking all week and I hated it. I thought my lifelong prayer was beginning to be answered. I was giving you a second chance. But all you wanted to do was play around. I wanted you to care about me. I wanted you to love me on purpose. I wanted you to see how flawed I was and choose to love me anyway. I wanted you to be the person who made me smile. I wanted it so badly. I just wanted you to want me.