Hey, if it makes you feel any better, your self-awareness is a sign that you are maturing! Everyone grows at a different pace, so it's definitely okay if it takes you longer to achieve some milestones than the people around you. I'm also in the same boat. Most of my friends already have a general direction of what they wanna do or what job they wanna pursue in the future, while I'm adrift in an ocean of possibilities, with no beacon to guide me to the shore of stability. But at the end of the day, I guess figuring out your destination is half the journey itself.