I didn't want to do this, I didn't want to have to come to you for anything, ever. So I thought if I look up your blood type, and it was the wrong one, then that would be it. Then I could just stop thinking about it. But I can't, because you have his blood. And I know that he's not your dad, I know that he was never there for you, and I would never ask you to give him anything, he doesn't deserve a thing from you, he doesn't. But he's, he's going to die, Meredith.