And I don't mean something small. I mean, they are calling me terrible things, accusing me of things that aren't true, playing around with my feelings and loyalty, and even challenging my character. It's so hard. It breaks my heart. I feel like the one thing I'm pretty good at, I'm failing at. But here's the thing, I know that my feelings are not the truth and that they are not reliable. I know whatever is thrown at me, God has my back. And though it's very hard, I won't give up.