I feel like I'm being left behind. Even though I'm always beside you, I still feel so far away. I feel it when you laugh at their jokes but not mine; when I ask how you are, and you don't ask me back; when you gush about how trustworthy and lovely our friend is; when you look at me like you hate me, then turn around and look at others lovingly. And maybe you don't mean to make me feel this way, but I do, and it makes me want to cry.