gabrielle f
- Small Life Guilt
Sometimes I feel a bit of guilt. Guilt for wanting something different. For being content in my little lot in life. With only one friend, one boyfriend, aiming for the most boring career possible: accounting. I feel like there's this societal pressure to be better than this. To be big. A dreamer. Surrounded by tons of adoring friends and admirers. But here I am, looking forward to a small life.
Jennette McCurdy
- I'm Glad My Mom Died
I'm becoming an angry person with no tolerance for anyone. I'm aware of this shift and yet have no desire to change it. If anything, I want it. It's armor. It's easier to be angry than to feel the pain underneath it.
Jennette McCurdy
- I'm Glad My Mom Died
Loving someone is vulnerable. It's sensitive. It's tender. And I get lost in them. If I love someone, I start to disappear. It's so much easier to just do googly eyes and fond memories and inside jokes for a few months, run the second things start to get real, then repeat the cycle with someone new.
