You know that feeling when you want something more, something bigger than what you have now, some romanticized idea of life that you wish you could have? Like the shit you see in movies, in those coming-of-age films. You keep wanting to move forward, to finally chase after it, to reach out and grab that stupid dream, but you can't even get to your feet in the first place. It's bullshit, it really is. I'm talking about how I burn cookies every time I bake them, by the way. Unbelievable.