Am I sticking with him for love, or because I'm afraid of being alone? Am I worried he'll be gone forever, I can't tell anymore am I that bad..? "You'll be okay, he is a great person." Is what they all said, I wish I could ask you about your day but probably some else asked, what about me! What about me! Why can't I do something good for you... Am I the bad guy or am I just the good guy not knowing what you my husband wants from me. Maybe she is better for you. Niko..