silly girl
- obsession
I don't know what I'll do if I can't have him. I see no future for myself that he isn't in. I'm not sure if I'll have anything left if he doesn't love me. The only thing that's keeping me going is the hope that he cares for me. The only reason I'm still here is because some part of me wants to believe that I can be enough. And at the same time, I don't see anything in myself that he could love. There's really no reason why he should care for me. I need to get him out of my head.
