the loner M
- Used
Why do people keep using me? I always believe in them and end up here, alone, every single time. I love being there for someone but why can't they be there for me?
the loner M
I sit here thinking if I should move on or not. I loved you and it's so hard to move on. Knowing that you choose her, treated her, looked at her the way you did to me breaks me. I knew you first and you knew her because of me why do everyone in my life leave me. Don't leave me is the only thing I can think while watching you walk away.
the loner M
"I have faith in you" he said. I never knew people can say such thing without meaning it. Now I'm here staring at the places we were, thinking how pathetic I am to think that you meant anything that you said to me.
the loner M
How do you make me feel like this? Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat. I know we don't talk anymore. But why don't we talk anymore. Remember when you came to my door step? I was just eating chips and out of no where you said lets go hangout. I miss those times. I didn't realize it when I had the chance to. I like you. Now I know and it's too late. Look where we are now, we don't talk anymore.
the loner M
I feel like shit next to you. You knew how I felt and took advantage of that. Yet I sit here next to you acting dumb. Looking at others like I don't know what they say behind my back. Why you ask? Because I loved you. I loved you so much that I can't process that fact that you were betraying me.
the loner M
- forever
somethings forever, event though people say everything's forever . The things you regret are forever. How you got hurt is forever. Love isn't forever. So hold on to what you can now. Leave no regrets in life. If you do, learn from them and move on.
the loner M
- Love
Don't ask me for a reason why I love you. Do I even need one? I love all of the little things you do that you think no one knows about. I love how you get happy just by smelling the food your mom makes. Your flaws that you think are ugly. Everything. I love you and if I need to reassure you how much I love you I would do it forever.
the loner M
- quotes
Writing quotes on here makes me happy because it feels like some people hear me. It's weird that some people that might be just like me feel like they aren't heard by people, because we all deserve to be heard. Not just the popular ones, not just the ones that give you what you want. We are all human and we are all equal even though we all have different lives.
the loner M
- smart people
How come people rely on smart people on studying, answering questions during class and for homework answers. As soon as they get the highest score in the class it's because that person is a "nerd" or "the smart person." But as soon as someone gets a higher score than that smart person it's "haha, you didn't study enough this time" like their better than them even though it was once they got a higher score than the smart ones.
the loner M
- You
Always be yourself and hold on to yourself. You are the one that you can trust. You are the one that makes the decisions not other people. Don't listen to other people because that's their opinion, not yours.
the loner M
- Popular kids
Popular kids that are in school are so pathetic in my opinion. I was once one of them for a short time. We acted mean, joked around, and talked back to teachers to be approved by people, and because we would get respect by doing that. I was always in a Japanese school with nice people, but when I got to American schools, I learned that being mean is how you fit in. Now I think about it, it's really pathetic how some people always wants people to approve and like them. I ended up losing myself.
the loner M
- Parents
What exactly do parents expect from their children? To be mature when your 14, have straight A's, study every time, socialize but not socialize much be able to do all the things at the house, and be just like them? Hell no I have everything that I didn't want from you parents. I mean look how I ended I hate myself, can't even be myself around people, anger issues, anxiety problems, and you still say that you know me better than anyone. Shut the fuck up because that's messed up.
